Dear Ascending Family,
Once you become seasoned on the
Ascension path, or as a Starseed person, one will start to recognize
that you have the role of being a Spiritual Catalyst for others, whether
you want to or not. A Spiritual Catalyst instigates potential awakening
or consciousness shifts in the people, places and things that become
connected with or exposed to your personal sphere of influence.
Sometimes, this may appear to stimulate other people around you into
some really strange types of unconscious behaviors, such as spontaneous
eruptions of subconscious reactions, transferred projections, acting out
in angry impulses from out of nowhere, or our personal favorite here in
ES, the dreaded red wave of Victim-Victimizer programming.
This is a very surreal, strange and
disorienting time on planet earth, to observe what is happening in the
larger collective consciousness during a time of deep psycho-spiritual
crisis. We may observe how the current events and psychological
operations have instigated a lot of mental confusion and chaos, and
sometimes, this instigates aggravated fear and violence in the unawake
people and 3D based organizations around us. When people's identity are
fully enmeshed or connected to a mental position or belief system,
taking sides in the polarity of forces, they can become mentally rigid
and emotionally dependent on that specific belief system or mental point
of view. We refer to this as the bi-wave polarity consciousness,
it’s when a person gets stuck in the extremes of one side or another,
and staunchly will defend their beliefs, many times at their own expense
and even while generating harm to others. As example, the archetypes of
Hero/Savior and Enemy are really the same position in the bi-wave of
duality and exaggerated by those playing its archetypal game in order to
create sides for division. This is the main divide and conquer tactic
by the NAA mind control that is used to keep people arguing and killing
each other over petty disagreements that are being taken as major
offenses. Recent events with the amnesiac barriers dissolving, rises up
subconscious contents which for many have been deeply internalized and
personalized by people's sense of identity, and they easily take offence
or feel hurt or slighted, because their 3D point of view or mental
belief system is being threatened in a big way.
Sometimes, people in our awakening
group, people that have made an effort to discover another alternative
for exploration, seeking the larger truth in what is going on in the
consciousness of this planet, are perceived as a threat, by those who
are desperate to maintain their position in the 3D reality bubble. Being
perceived as a threat by those who are still asleep, is a common
pattern for many of us here. Over the years, I have tried to be
authentic with an accurate and objective way to describe my own
experiences of VV programming with people that still allow subconscious
fears to gain control over them, the betrayal, accusations and
demonization that is endured on this awakening path, from what seems to
be mostly instigated from exerting control over the most meaningless and
petty topics. What was the most surprising in these past experiences,
was that the people that tend to be the most brutal, were supposed to be
spiritual peers, colleagues or awakening people that defined themselves
as spiritually dedicated. Generally, I have a hard time comprehending
the types of things that people get upset about, when our problems on
the earth are so much larger, so much more expansive then the myopic
point of view that many people have in the 3D arena.
With this in mind, remember to be strong
when people around you may turn on you suddenly because they perceive
you to be threatening in some way. People deeply fear what they do not
understand. As awake and aware people, do your best to not let some
people's surreal, incoherent and mean behaviors hurt your feelings, as
truly many people now are undergoing a type of 3D ego dismantle and
spiritual crisis. As a result, they are emotionally unstable, chaotic,
confused and prone to lash out with little to no provocation.
This triggering of people in the near
vicinity does appear to have gone up to another level of intensity
recently. Many people are spinning out of control, feeling desperate and
confused about what is happening to them, and this can be exacerbated
by the unhealed pain body and emotional wounding they still have
operating in their subconscious. It is very clear that if you feel this
way, the first priority is to build safety for yourself, and to
rearrange your lifestyle and thinking in ways that disentangle you from
the enhanced stress and chaos that is being broadcast in the general 3D
environment.
We are purging collective miasmatic
levels in the planetary body, and it’s been heavy and dense. For this
reason, many of us will notice people in the environment losing their
cool, spewing out aggression or anxiety, acting more impulsively, like a
high pressure boiler bubbling over and releasing their subconscious
brew. When people internalize tremendous stress and buried emotional
conflicts, at some point they explode because they need a release from
the pressure. As a spiritual catalyst, you may be the tipping point to
that explosive release, and though it is not the fun part of this role,
it is important to recognize when it’s happening and set healthy
boundaries to protect yourself.
Sometimes being a spiritual catalyst can
be very difficult because the people being triggered rarely see you as
you are, but they form an image that they have projected upon you, many
times completely false. People that you happen to meet and hold this
energetic space for, will tend to use your image or persona that they
created in their own mind in a variety of ways in order to suit their
own personal issues. Whatever narrative got created in their mind,
somehow you have filled an archetypal image in their imaginary
storyline, whether it’s true or not, most people do not take the time to
verify or discern correctly. This pattern is more prevalent in 3D
people that are still asleep to Ascension and are travelling on a
different timeline than you are.
My personal view has been in observing
the victim archetypes and the ascending and descending spirals that
continually collide into explosions in the field, that this collision
between the worlds of dark, light and neutral represent the war over
consciousness happening on the earth, the battle happening between the
predator mind and the Christ mind. When a person uses the 3D predator
mind, he is controlled by lower spirits, and these lower spirits
(Reptilians, etc.) are repelled by the higher consciousness, such as the
Spirits of Peace and Unity, that encompass the Cosmic Christ
Consciousness. So the unconscious mind of the 3D person using the
predator mind, will lash out, blame or victimize, manipulate, even
persecute or crucify, because that is what it knows. When the predator
mind is exposed to the Christ mind, especially multiple exposures over
time, it may start to lash out, growing more hostile and aggressive,
depending on the ability the individual person has evolved themselves to
control their personal impulses, and is willing to develop their
consciousness through dedicated self-awareness. When you are triggering a
person as a catalyst, or they are catalyzing your fears, here are
common subconscious patterns that may show up:
Blame Game – this is
generally associated with being perceived or told that you are a bad or
negative person, the other person is blaming you for something that has
happened to them or some larger event that you are unaware of. Most of
the time, you will not know what that event is or understand how they
have reached this conclusion. Nonetheless, somehow they have justified
this in their mind in order to transfer the blame of their unhealed
emotional conflicts upon you.
Escape Artist – this
person will suddenly disappear from communication or their
responsibilities with you, because for some reason they refuse to talk
to you anymore to confront whatever their emotional issue or conflict
may be. Maybe they just completely disappear, and you have no idea what
has even happened except that they are missing in action for reasons
unknown.
Victimizer - V-V
programming techniques of divide and conquer, triangulation or gossip
may start to gain momentum that remains hidden in the family, or group
environment. Manipulators tend to use VV tactics, to gain support or
power through a person or group, in order to turn them against another
person or group, many times without any verified or accurate reasons.
People’s unhealed fears allow them to be led into deception by people
that spread gossip about things they know nothing about, and then they
become complicit in the process of promoting the deceptions.
Emotional Manipulator - attempts
to create wedges or tension between those people that are bonded or
coupled, such as break up happy relationships, friendship or marriage.
Manipulators like to direct energy and focus to themselves, and are
emotional vampires sucking others dry. In larger context, they break
apart unity in organizations.
Flip Flopper – this is a
person who exhibits unstable and erratic emotional patterns, sometimes
they are really open and friendly, other times they are shut down and
unfriendly. With this kind of instability one never knows what they’ll
get with a person that has many different faces, as the mask is not
relative to the situation at hand. Its dependent on their cycling moods.
Astral Manipulation – this
is when other dimensional forces are spraying out mind control implants
to instigate fears, or negative holographic inserts with your image
that are sent to the person who deciphers that as astral visions they
perceive as accurate. Most people that think they are highly clairvoyant
are actually very inaccurate in their perceptions, as higher sensory
perception is nearly useless if fear controls your mind.
Huffy-Puffy - some people when under a lot of internalized stress and mental anxiety, can be easily triggered into explosions of sudden frustration, irritability and erractic behavior, and they get angry or upset about some situation that they feel they have to take control over. Such as racing around like the tasmanian devil to save the day from certain destruction, or acting as the martyr towards the perceived offenses of others, cleaning up the mess. Many times their position and choice to be upset in the situation that has triggered them, does not hold any coherent or clear explanation for the real reasons hidden behind their knee jerk reactions. Much ado over nothing.
There is a heightened and different
quality of these trigger patterns related to spiritually catalyzing
people that are existing on different spirals of the different
timelines, and being able to perceive the immense chasm that is growing
in between these spirals when there are sincere attempts to communicate
as harmoniously as possible with others. In the previous cycles, I have
found the places to find diplomatic and compassionate conversation to
help bridge these gaps in context and perception in order to better
harmonize dialogues. In recent observation, when these dialogues or
context operate at certain levels of oppositional schism, being able to
act as the harmonizing force is getting harder to do as the schism gets
wider and wider. The experience lately while facing great opposing
spirals of thought and context represented within people is that it is
better to conserve energy, go within, be silent, retreat and observe.
We must stay strong and sane by
remaining neutral and calm, even if we are standing accused of bizarre
things we did not do, as unstable people are searching for something or
someone to blame for their inner conflicts and problems. These
situations can bring up scapegoating, persecution and mob frenzy, as the
ego when its dismantling, is desperate to find some answer to blame for
the darkness or evils that are becoming much more visible in this
world. Please know that this community is dedicated to unification and
allowing each and every one of us to be as honest and transparent as
possible, as long as the discussion is not designed to intentionally
harm, divide or instigate inner violence in the group. This is a good
time to rediscover the meaning of nonviolence, and understand that all
permutations of the ego position leads to forms of violence - violent
emotions, violent thoughts, and this aggression comes from unhealed
fear. Fear and inner violence is something that we must all heal inside
ourselves.
For those enduring attacking behaviors
from loved ones because you are in the role as the spiritual catalyst, I
am so sorry as I know how much that can really hurt! Many of us here
have experienced that pain of isolation, persecution, ostracism and
attacking from uninformed and unaware people many times over. You are
not alone in this! May our community be a safe space for us to know that
here, there will be no violence directed to you or anyone in this
group, we do not tolerate division, separation and positions that drive
people apart, and we choose to focus on what unites us in true humanity
and humility. May we all do the best we can to be kind, and do the best
with what we have to work with right now.
This is an important topic to view with
engaged detachment, and to question ones responsibility in the
interaction when there is catalsying activity. At the same time, I feel
it is important to understand how these energies work at cross purposes,
so that a empathic and loving person is not used as a doormat, because
these negative ego forces are inherently parasitic and drain energy
quickly.
Take good care, and get out that Teflon
12D shield and be aware to not give your trust away to people that are
untrustworthy. Many people are emotionally devastated, trying to figure
out whats happening to them and these chaotic events are bringing the
reality of that shadow to play out on the surface all around us.
Big group hug and lots of love to all,
Lisa
Related Threads:
Victimizer Archetypes
http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Harmlessness
Harmlessness