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I was all set to post a piece on some additional challenges I faced this week. But I hesitated. Why do that? Why make that the focus?
Why not instead present myself as the Healed Woman I am creating instead of just the pained woman?
I pondered that as I did the dishes. I then began asking my Higher Self some questions, which included asking her why she didn’t speak to me earlier in the day regarding a situation I ended up wasting almost two hours of my time on. Without going into much detail, I thought my local co-op had been ripping me off, not giving me my fair owner day discount. I checked my figures three times on the receipt and concurred there had indeed been an error. This particular co-op has gone very corporate in the past couple of years so the original spirit of a community-owned store is almost non-existent and it’s sad. I’ve been shopping there for 20 years.
Anyway, upon visiting the store again I was told that owner day discounts do not apply to sales items. A policy created awhile ago. I as an owner had not been informed of this. (As I said, it’s a corporate environment now.)
So while my math was spot-on, I had not taken into account all of the items I bought on sale, thus throwing off the discount.
Ok Higher Self, I said, hands in soapy water, Why didn’t you notify me of this error? I wasted a fair bit of time on this when I could have been doing something enjoyable.
She spoke. Here is what she said (translating feeling energies into words as best as I can): “I would have but you would not have heard me, so I simply observed. You were wrapped up in your head. I speak to you through your heart space and as you sat there, grumbling and punching in numbers, going on about corporate this and corporate that and money this and money that, even if I were to of spoken, you would not have heard my voice.”