Push Has Come to Shove — A Call For Action — Are We Going to Stand Up or Stand Down — A Serious Time for Serious People To Show Our Support, from ~Jean
I don’t have a ‘real’ choice about standing up or standing down, but it is a question I feelneeds to be asked of those of us who see and understand what is going on.
Let me
say by way of introduction that my healing/awakening process, what I’ve
learned to call a spiritual emergency, was so traumatic at times and so
tough that more than once I faced the possibility of my own death. Once,
I came so close that I even spoke to God, thinking it was over for me
and told Him how sorry I was to have failed: he gave me lemons, and I
wasn’t going to be able to make the lemonade, which is what I so
desperately wanted to do. I asked God to forgive me, telling Him I’d
done the best I could with what I had. Then, I felt the most incredible
peace and joy, because I knew I was going home. I knew I was almost
there and that everything was okay with God.
But for
some reason, I did not return to God. He chose not to take me from this
plane of existence. As I look back now, I know I was meant to have that
experience. I lost my fear of death, and I clearly decided that since
sooner or later I was going to die, my life henceforth would be all
about how I chose to live my life now, today, every single day with the
circumstances that were presented to me.
I didn’t
want every day of my life to be a living death. Death on this plane is
an inevitable experience that is going to come to all of us anyway, an
event that for a brief moment in time might be painful, but is also
surely followed by the most beautiful peace imaginable. Do you all
understand that our angels are waiting to receive each one of us? Many
of you may already be aware that those
people who are able to see such things, saw the angels retrieving the
souls of those who were forced to jump from the World Trade Center; they
were actually jumping into the arms of angels.
